Well, Good Morning! Yes, I am back.
As I knew I would, I have gotten over my perverbial mountain, and am on the next leg of my journey. There have been a few pit falls along the way, but there always are. I am still here, so the Lord must feel I am strong enuf to continue. 
At any rate, I am still here.
If someone had told me 4mos ago, what and where I would be at this point, I would have thought them insane. It has been good for me however, with the ony real losses being my Dad, and my friend Rebecca from the Springs. Neither of which I have any control over.
The thing with Rebecca I do not understand at all. It really hurts. I know she was much younger than I, but I was so sure that we would NOT stop being friends just because I had to move away. Yes, I understand that sometimes you lose friends when you leave, and I have lost a few because of distance, but I seriously thought she would not be one of those.
One of her ’friends,’ Michelle, left a couple comments on my MySpace page, and when I opened them up, I thought to myself, ‘Michelle will understand and tell me whats going on with her, let me know how she is.’ Thats what I get for thinking. I emailed her, and got back a snippy little answer that made it sound like I was intruding on Becca’s life, and was no longer welcome in it. She even said I ‘knew’ why she hadn’t answered me and that I should just leave it alone. l should have known better than to say anything to her at all. Even Becca has had real issues with this girl. She seems to think she is Becca’s ‘best friend,’ and if she only knew! LOL Anyway, I answered her and told her how I felt about her attitude, and then shut her off from my MySpace. I always thought she was weird anyway.
But the problem remains. I really miss Becca, and even tho Michelle seems to think I should ‘know’ why she refuses to answer me, I don’t understand it. I realize that she is a new mom, and Kynleigh is less than 2 months old and that she is busy planning her wedding. It still is no reason to completely ignore me. I have called her, left her messages, texted her, emailed her. All with no reponse from her at all. Matt answered me, but she wont. So, I guess, if I am not right down the street from her, as before, she doesn’t want me to be her friend. That sucks, cuz I love Becca, and Matt, and I wanted to still be friends with them, and be a part of their life. I was so looking forward to their daughter coming, and I regretted that my move from the springs came at the same time that she arrived, but it was unavoidable. I just can’t believe that she has completely cut me out of her life like this. Man this hurts. I so thought we were better friends than this.
Ya know tho, right after Alan pulled his stupid shit with me, I kept telling her I didn’t want to cause her any problems, with the baby, or with the wedding, where he was concerned. I asked her several times, if she still wanted me to come to the wedding, and if she still wanted me to be involved with her and the baby – yada yada yada – and everytime she was like - stop worrying, he wont have anything to do with her, and I would rather have you at the wedding than him. Everything I had expected her to say, really, but now when push comes to shove – it’s all changing. I guess maybe I should have expected it. He will be/has been ‘family’ to her, and I was just a friend. Even if she doesn’t like him at all, he is still Matts’ dad, and she has to deal with him, so maybe this has more to do with all that crap than I think. Who knows? And maybe it doesn’t, maybe Michelle wasn’t being mean and nasty to me, and was just telling me the truth when she said ’she doesn’t want to talk to you,’ and I just don’t want to hear that, cuz it hurts my feelings. I don’t know. All I know is I miss her terribly, and I want to talk to her, but she won’t answer when I call her, so I guess, I will just have to wait and see if she does call me or not. Her wedding is 08-08-08. They picked that date on purpose, and it is kinda hard to forget. So, I have already sent her my new address, and she has my phone number, and my email, so we shall see if I hear from her for the wedding. Any bets? 
At any rate, I have sortof settled into my brothers house here in Grand Junction. I love my new job. It’s so cool to be back in the dealership end of things. I love this kinda work. My boss, Ed, is funny. I really like him and all the guys I work with. I told him that I was a worker, and that he would not be unhappy with me if he hired me, and he is finding out that I was not kidding. He keeps telling me I have to pace myself. I keep telling him, this is my normal pace…..! It has been miserably hot these last two weeks, but I have enjoyed the first two weeks of work immensely. I still have a little problem seeing myself as a “Parts Warehouse Manager!” I do what needs to be done, I am learning a ton of stuff. Brandon has taught me a boatload of stuff, and continues to do so. He is helping me to re-arrange the warehouse, and we are starting to get the place ready for inventory in November, and it may well take us that long to get it ready! LOL It is a wreck!! (Job Security!!)
My ”investment program” has just really taken off well too!! I now have 7 people under me, and it is just going amazingly well! I will max out in February, and when that happens, I will open my second account, and start earning over $40K a month. February will have me earning over $20K a month. This program is amazing! I have already earned almost $2K, from $228 invested! No where else I know of could this work. I have looked and looked, and this is the only thing I have ever found on the net that actually works!! Oh man, does it work!
Mike n Ed n I, (2 of my brothers), will all retire next year. Much as I do like my new job, there will be no need for me to keep it beyond next spring. I may keep it for a while after, I do not know yet. I suppose it will depend on how I feel at the time. Heck, this year alone I will make around $20K just in referrals, and that in only 5 months!! This is better than any job or program I have ever found in all my years of searching. Thanks Barb huni!!
My next referral is my daughter, ShawnDe. She so much wants to stay home with her kids, and I want her to, as well. Something I could never do for very long, so I am setting her up into it. Then there is my friend in Arkansas, Joyce. I will set her up at the end of this month. She needs it worse than anyone I know….. poor thing. I will take care of her too. Then I will start on my other siblings.
My son and his wife want to see proof of what it can do, so I have to wait to put them into it, and I will. I even offered it to the kids’ dad, but he thinks it is just another hair-brained scheme of mine! I want to offer it to Heather and Eric, but they all told me that they wont invest in it, or be interested in it. I also don’t want to be pushy with them, because they are very tight-lipped about their financial situation. There is nothing wrong with that, mind you. I just don’t quite know how to approach them about it. So, in my mind, I have decided to wait til Christmas, and then I will print out everything and show it to them then, so they will see that I am not just some crazy old lady looking for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow…. I actually tackled that little Leprechaun and have both hands on the pot!! LOL
I have many plans. I have been looking at some areas up here for a home. I think I really like Fruita and they still have alot of land available out there, and some amazing home sites! I want several acres for horses. Fruita has a lot of custom homes out there too, so I am going to start checking out builders, so that by the end of next summer, I can start this project. I don’t know if I will buy one that is already done, or have one built. It will depend on what I find already done. I have very specific ideas of what I want, and since I have never had the opportunity to own a home before in my life, I WILL have what I want when I buy next year. The best part is that I will be able to afford what ever it is I want, and furnish it too!!
Life is looking up! 4 months ago I would not have said this, nor did I feel it. Now it is so awesome! I am very happy!
My son-in-law, Kevin has a job interview on the 21st for a job here, and the 3rd interview is on the 23rd. ( He already did interview #1) I have no doubt that he will get it! He is so perfect for the position. Then I will have at least one of my kids here, and maybe the rest will follow. I kinda doubt that Heather and Eric and their girls will move up here as Eric will not move his business nor leave it. I understand that. But I do hope they will visit often. It is my plan to purchase a home large enough that when they do come to visit, I will be able to put them all up comfortably, and avoid them having to go to motel/hotel. I want to be able to accomodate my family!
Well, I guess it’s time to get up and start moving around. It is after 7am! LOL I just checked on my P2P and payouts have started up again so I am very happy! Thank you St. Nick!! We love ya.
